"Welcome the Fear"

Fear

Drives

The

Soul

From

Communion

"Welcome the Fear"

(Original post may 08)

Desires, regrets, hopes, lies, wants, fears... the past.

What makes us human is the very thing that brings us
closer toward Creation. The trials, tests, challenges and
most of all mistakes we make create an awareness and
deeper connection with our soul. This is why we make
our errors. Almost as though we are looking for them,
when in fact, we should be.
We don't always have to learn through our religion and beliefs.
we practice and look for examples. (by just being different)

Mistakes are not fruitless. They are rich with
growth. This is why we must... must be
compassionate with all people. Because we
do not know to what extent they are learning.

So i tell you this because i am no better than any.
i don't have regrets and i welcome the fear.


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In all of this we have to be careful and wise of what we choose to take in.

FEAR and doubt (especially in others) will block the way to the heart and more so will hinder the minds progress and may trigger intuition when really its the imperfections of our own perception.

Our ego and past affliction cloud the true sense of one another. This is always the result with fear and doubt. It causes us to be constantly thinking too much outside of ourselves.
Faith can be a strength, its something you have to be okay with, because it can be based on non-reality. There is also a healthy amount of fear, and having 'faith' in yourself is being okay with yourself i would say, so this can be a strength. But you do not want to live your life based on beliefs and having faith. You are better off looking at life this way;

"...Something which is very hard, rigid, and inflexible generally wont have longevity, where something that is fluid, flexible, and adaptable will have longevity. Examples: The oak tree vs the bamboo tree in a wind storm. The oak tree is very hard and rigid and thus will likely be harmed or destroyed by the storm. The bamboo is soft, fluid, and flexible and thus can survive the wind storm unharmed. That windstorm is our life and the choice is up to us to be like the oak tree or the bamboo tree." *




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We are all lost at times.

But..

lost looking for what?

Lost looking for the meanings of Creation.
Lost finding the laws of Nature.
Lost but at the same time, discovering
our true nature.



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A prayer ~

I declare my intention to commit to my soul and I am willing to do what it takes to be a Knower of my Divine Purpose..

I am the Light
I am Love
I am Will
I am fixed design
I am peace of mind


(Working with affirmations helps to bring us into greater alignment)
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Although feeling inexperienced in many aspects of life, it is best to be open above all. I was not an A+ student ever, but open and looking to get a real lesson and if learning the hard way was how it was going to be then i welcomed the fear. Its the real way to survive. The more we hide the more we are found by the wrong people. We have to make our own search for what will bring us love and joy, not wait for it.

My friends made me feel like i had it pretty good. They viewed me as the most well rounded among our other friends. with no problems, as if i was the ideal child. i wasn't.. they didn't see this. But i wanted them to.

So my friends made me feel how i truly felt ~ misunderstood and different. and i liked that. i felt comfortable. I felt that they were the kind of friends I deserved.

Sister and brothers

Coming from a more wholesome background, this separated me from them. So all i could do is use the sense i had of things to my advantage.

My first apartment was a final experience with this, to see that it is everywhere. I sought this out through distractions yes, which was how I learned throughout life being the ADHD kid.

We don't always do what we were told. We don't care what others think. We are Always Doing Differently.. period.(ADD!)

I too had trouble finding my identity like many indigo's struggle with.

I watched friends screw up plenty. And I was trying to figure out WHY
many don't see and learn from their errors. Why do they jump from
relationship to drug to friend and come back not learning a thing??

Its as though they choose not to grow because they do not see the choices they have.

I think we become stunted emotionally when we do not give our self more freedom,
or we do not see what options are given to us, hiding behind walls and fear. Doubt
and regret will permanently weaken us.





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..The greatest prison that people live in, is the fear of what other people think..

Commit to your evolution, go in to your heart, you will be guided and connected, always...

Love in all ways,
Taraz Afra Sohar

When all that I could ever search for all
that I ever had hoped for is taken again
to show me my ills are still in the way.



You learn to love the pain you feel.





Our every thought, fixed on pleasing,
fixed on that acceptance, perfection
and love. Looking for it until we have
suffered enough, when there it was,
all along, right there waiting for us.
















I have burned long enough,
And every time I ask when
is this going to end I get the
same answer,




“When you're ready”


















































Things to focus and work on:
Intention
Self Mastery
Emotional Neutrality
Mental Discipline
Inner Conviction
Connecting to inner source daily (Creation)
and Implicit faith in the Forces of Light

* http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KsyRUH-ooW0&feature=uploademail
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